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Vida sin vida

Monday, April 13, 2009

im seriously blank when it comes to blogging.
SERIOUSLY =(
whenever i wanna blog, my mind went 'poof', blank !
shheeshh.
anyway, i'm trying very hard, to think, NOW.
Ok, I shall start off with..

Hmmm, i really dont know what life i'm living now.
It's not like how a student's life should be. A high school student.
Outings&Supper and sometimes till late night. It has been happening these few weeks. NONstop.
I'm trying my very best to control myself from going out that often.
And this is a critical year for me, yet i don't give a damn to care about it =(
SPM is like 6 months to go. 6 maybe just a number, but time seems to pass very fast. VERY.
Slowly it will reduce from 6 to 5 and then 4 and so on. Until it becomes 1 day.
The worst thing is that i cant help myself to look at the book.
Instead of studying, i will be sleeping most of the time.
And even homeworks, i'm just too lazy to COPY it.
I just dont know how my life is gonna go on if i continue being like this.
Oh Gawd, help me outta here.
I need the concentration, focus, determination in HERE, me.
P/S : I'm not EMO. Just that I'm not happy with myself now.
Ok, I think i shall stop my crap No.1 here.
and..
will continue crap No.2
soon..
Anyway, i find this post uber lame and boring. I just wanna blog about what I'm thinking =)

`&GoneWithTheWind♥'